Bobiță

Măi piticanie, aici sunt eu... :)

Nu sunt exact sigură cine, dar îți pot spune că e de bine. Cred că ești pe "mâini" bune. Cred că țin de cald.

Tu ce faci acolo? Ești ma'mic așa... 0.73 x 0.28cm. Ți-e bine? Ți-am dat-o cu vitamina C zilele astea, se schimbă sezonul și apar toți mucoșii.

Voiam doar să îți scriu, să nu zici peste ani de zile că te-am ignorat :)
Auzi, ma'micule, te pup. Că m-am blocat și nu știu ce să mai zic...

Iubire să fie! <3

Le Loop

Băi da, se întâmplă multe. La nivel personal, la nivel general, aici..în lume. Nu știu la ce categorie să încadrez ultima perioadă, dar uitasem că pe lângă "up" and "down" mai există și "looping" :)) Mai pe scurt momentul ăla nebun când ești și sus, și jos într-o fracțiune.
Mna, cam așa și acest weekend. Nu știam dacă să plâng sau să fiu tristă. Sau e OK că, dată fiind situația, deschid o sticlă de șampanie - să îi sărbătoresc viața lu' bunică-miu și noul meu job.
Am job. Nou. Interesant moment. Mă simt nouă - deschid capitole noi și închid capitole vechi care m-au călăuzit 27 de ani.

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Cu soarele înainte!
Roxana

Dar tu...ce mai faci?

Mno, m-am sucit...m-am învârtit, am scris...și pe urmă am șters. Am lăsat pe mai târziu, ca să ajung la acum.

Hello! Mă cheamă Roxana și beau o bere. Una mică, ca să pot să scriu liniștită aici. Doar știi cum e, "what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger"

Well, cam așa și cu mine în ultima vreme. În roller coaster-ul acesta nebun al vieții, nu știi niciodată unde și cum ești. Crezi că ești sus, și bang...dai la boboci. Pe urmă urmează "șpiț-ul în popou" și ka booom ...toată lumea este a ta.

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Mda, am închis magazinul. Și bine am făcut. M-am lămurit cu vârf și îndesat că a știi când să spui NU este cel mai prețios lucru. Trebuie să știi mereu ce vrei și ce nu. Eu am știut un lucru: am avut un vis, care a prins viață, dar ca oricare alt lucru....a fost trecător. Și l-am lăsat să plece când am simțit că este cazul.

Bun, bun. Acceptăm renunțarea la un vis, and then?! Păi la mine a urmat probabil cea mai scăpată de sub control vară - scăpată de sub control, în sensul că nu am stat locului în iulie și august. Ca să aterizez pe urmă în bula confuziei totale in septembrie.

Dar despre bula confuziei mileniale mă păstrez să vbesc mai târziu. Am început să scriu asta cu o bere lângă, acum îmi sorb cafeaua în dimineața de după. Am impresia că mai am de digerat un pic subiectul.

Hai să ne fie ziua bună!
Roxana

The fun-fair!

Another January, another fair...and boom!!! All sorts of ideas! :)
It's been quite a tough period at the shop, of course Christmas doesn't count, but before..and now after, I'm really asking myself what to do next.

Unfortunately, the Romanian market for selling house deco is not at its best. With complete sadness, I've seen that another shop in Bucharest decided to close and keep the online shop only. That's totally understandable, having a shop ain't easy. There are days, like today, when you pretty much sell nothing. And then you start asking all sorts of questions: maybe the address is not good, maybe I don't have the right products, and maybe baby...what if. And so on.

The roller coaster

When I started the shop I think I was way to deep in my bubble :) I just didn't know in what I was just launching myself, I had no clue how challenging this will turn up.

But here I am, in 2015. Been trying to write some resolutions for this year, and still planning to do. The end of the year was so eventful. I've learned my lesson... Since this roller coaster ride started, I've learned that from A to B are many loops and turns, and the situation is usually twisted. But always enjoying the ride. That's the only trick we must learn...to enjoy the ride. If your intention has been set, if you do everything straight from the heart, you just have to adapt..because things always come along nicely. We must have patience.

Running

Well, there are some moments in life, or at least in mine, when I need to run. Run away, that's it. From a situation, from a moment in life, from a place or from someone's life.  I do it. I did it recently, and while running was realising that I did it again. Was it good, was it bad? It is always good, because only good can be. There is always something calling you, something you have to learn, something you have to experience.

I've been running in and out most of my life, not one to stay still. But in this whole craziness of mine, I have discovered the best of me. And there is a looot more to discover. I feel this a lot lately. I feel a mixture of "I'm doing the right thing" & "I can do/be more". I know where I want to be, but I must give things time. ANd this whole time thing is the one that messes things up. We need timelines, but we don't like them, our vibe is not time related. You get the vibe, everything is perfect synchronicity and then *BANG* another "slow roller coaster" of vibes and feelings. You accept, get lost and accept again. You run, maybe. And then come back, differently.

So yes, in my super busy pre-Christmas time preparation, my timeline of things followed their own timelines. Nothing I could do to control, and I accepted that I had 2 options: freak out, respect the timeline or chill out, everything happens when it is supposed to happen. But then, in your chill out waiting vibe  you start thinking too much. You want things to happen. So, I ran.

What's cooking....princess?

Well, I must definitely create an "entrepreneurship" category on this blog! My dream that I will write about healthy recipes, alternative life style and similar stuff is put on pause a bit :))
My life at this point sums up to healthy take aways, crazy sleep hours and long working days. And you know what? I love it this way. Maybe this is what this should be all about.

Now that the Christmas is coming (yes, I know, I keep on repeating that since September) everything happens really quick. Last weekend me and my mom have been decorating the shop....for 3 days! And there are still stuff to do in here... It is never ending, honestly. I didn't even get the chance to put the products on the website, and now when I checked ...I realised that the Halloween banner is still up on the slide. Argh!

I love being busy with interesting stuff. And last week, besides my never ending Christmas plans, I helped my mom with a pitch for her events company. Well, the whole concept was amazing... All about the future. We created a hand made vortex tunel, 3D projections and super crazy lights show. I loved it.

Also, at TMT Finance (the job for which I went to Warsaw) I have an event in exactly 10days - TMT Finance World Congress. Luckily I'm not going to London this time. And I say luckily, because there's something BIG "cooking" in Clou's "kitchen"

Until everything comes all together, follow my instagram, you know what they say: a picture is worth a 1000 words (or something like that). So keep an eye there, and hopefully at one point my blog posts will be more often.

Lots of love,
Roxana